DAMM BRAIN

i think i simply cannot do things right, i seriously dont know why. people may think i am not serious enough i really tried to do everything i can remember. i just lost 30 over dollars from the cashier and i didnt even realise, goddness, until yesterday night, kept thinking and thinking why there is so much shortage. i dont know what the hell is happening to me!! then i mixed up the date that i am going to philippines, cause my friend to do extra work, and quarrel with dad jus now. i dont like taking charge of things, not that i dont like or what but i tends to forget important stuffs. dont know whats with the damm brain.

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GONE

MY MONDAY

washed mummy's hair today for her. guess that she is happy to make me serve her. cause i force her to go over to the barber opp and pay a few dollars to get her hair washed. she just refused.i have no choice but to wash it for her. have to bath myself and wash hers and mine clothes. arhhh. hate washing. meeting maine later with xmei. hoho. let you smell my hair later ar!!

GONE

I AM FREE

finally, iam free now!! so tired of being press so hard now a days, and its MINE holiday. gosh i miss the word holiday. so long since i had one. wahaha hmm worked today bought a pair of new shoes for my work as mine are soaked with water all the time :) wondering whether to change my job. enjoy working there yet, my hands are rotting soon. what should i do?

ohh jiayee is at expo enjoying the concert now.. arhh i missed it!! shit.

off to play with my DS..

GONE

RUSH ~

so so tired. have to keep rushing rush and still rushing. dont know why i passed this few weeks with such hetic schedule so rush for me and finally if i get to finish rushing my essay then i can stop to take a break. hate rushing thing all the time. thats why i am slow!! hehe so please bear with my slowness.

please let me take my own sweet time..

HENG HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

Mum's going to the operation room tomorrow, first thing in the morning. I sincerly pray that she will be brave enough. So sick of thinking, things are piling up in my head and i want to think of nothing. Finished one essay and file here comes another one. so terrified la. I really have not enough time to sit down and breath to relax. So crazy. I wana have a break!! PLEASE.
Ohh ya, dear lovely silin's 20th birthday today. didnt get to wish her happy happy birthday yesterday as i knocked out as soon as i finished everything. Then went to work today without my phone. so sorry heng. And i just wana say I LOVE YOU!!

STOP IT

my damm unlucky-ness didnt stop, instead it became worst. i have got nothing to say. i only hope mum can get really well soon. cause i cant afford to let anything happen to her. if i had only one wish this year. i only wish that nothing would happen to her please!!

STOP TORTURING ME, i had enough

the "noose" is so funny!!

hmm back from the hospital. hmm almost cried but didnt in case mum saw me. cause i knew she was scare too just that she didnt want to scare me. the doctor told her that she may need to lazer it off or just go for an operation to remove her womb. i dont know if it is counted as serious, but that sound serious if i am nt wrong. the doctor says that she will only know if it is cancerous after next week. she didnt want her womb to be remove and that doctor told her anyway you are already reaching that stage so do not worry about it. i laugh after hearing this. crazy doctor. i guess she made mum alittle at ease. i wont be able to accompany her for the next checkup as i am working. pray very very hard that she wont need an op.

I PRAY